I experience this all the time, tell me if I'm the only one. I have a whole thread of thoughts I wld play back in my head on what I wanna blog about, and when I actually get in front of the computer facing this exact screen where I'm supposed to type my entry, everything I thought I wanted to write about just escapes me. Either that or I suddenly find that the things I wanna write about are so.. repetitive. Insignificant. Dull.

So if u want to continue reading, then I hope u find it worth your while.

I extracted 2 wisdom teeth on the left of jaw (my left, not yours) just Monday and that area of my face is currently swollen and utterly tender. So yes, time, once again, is on my side. All my plans of frolicking in the sun and out in the city has remained tentative so that I may nurse my bulgy face back to normal. That gives a lot of time to muse over everything and nothing (meaning to "stone", "stone" meaning think about absolutely nothing which I know u already know, not u know.. the other "stone").

What I meant to say is, this being swollen on one side of the face business SUCKS. Because sitting here surfing youtube and watching all the aspiring musicians just makes me feel like such a let down, like how I gave up on piano midway. And all the excess energy I have from all the soup n porridge I consumed fuels my brain to mull over this and that friendship (mainly ones that have been lost), which, once again, suck. Because really, if I hadn't gone ahead and booked that appointment that I knew wld put me in this position, I wld be out revelling about under the sun, in the city, whatever floats my boatybye.

That yes, I always chose the most ungodly hours to write an entry. Going to bed now.