Something about having my contact lenses absent from my eyes for more than 3 days straight isn't working out for me. The last time I had an eye infection saw the same process. I remained bespectacled for 3 days, slipped on my contacts after those 3 days, woke up with an eye infection the next. Maybe I should scrutinize the integrity of my lenses everytime I leave them the case for more than 72 hours at a time. Bahh.

Yesterday, I couldn't open my left eye when I woke. It was sealed shut by eye goo. Today it was my right eye. Taking turns I see.

Oh yes, remember that ineffable feeling I was raving about yesterday? Well, that's evolved into something different. But still ineffable. It's developed a very mild sense of aversion, yet still fairly luring at the same time. Not the same kind of luring nor the same degree as before, but it still pulls in its own way.

I'm searching for the fire and the passion, but it's all been reduced to being.. friendly. You were right, it's never a good thing when someone says "we need to talk".

Oh am gee. What am I doing. Please go and work on your essay Val.